I dreamt of you again...

I dreamt of you again...How do I tell my dreams you are not in my life

My world is shattered and I am left with only vice

The dream felt so real and I  woke up all happy and gay

Soon to realize its not real and my heart has nothing to say

Please tell me a way so that I don't dream about you anymore

I want to make peace with the reality and accept the facts that I used to abhor

Its been more than 24 hours that we have spoken

Unfortunately, this is the new norm that needs to be undertaken

Sometimes I feel, doesn't it bother you that we are not talking to each other

Where did all the promises go that we made while we were together

My heart aches and it feels like an acute physical pain

Its so freaking difficult for me and I don't understand what did you gain

If you ever have time, calm your mind and sit quietly to contemplate

What was my fault this time that you chose to walk away, with which I cant resonate

I do have a request: Please teach me how to unlove someone in no time like you did

I wanna learn that skill and be oblivious to the fact that we have broken up indeed

Isn't it painful for you at all?

How did you learn to forget everything and accept this fall

You see my missed calls and texts and still choose to ignore

How did you become so heartless and where did the love go that was so pure

Please come back and embrace me with open arms and a smile

I cannot live without you at least in this lifetime!

I love you a lot and that's gonna change never!

Please don't shut yourself from my world

That's the only thing I have to hold

Don't deprive me from your access

I need only that from you to possess

Why does every fight need to end in a breakup

Why can't we just fight it out like adults and make up

You are precious to me...please understand that

I cant afford to lose you and that's a fact

Let's fix things and be our own selves

We can fight and need to resolve things as well

Please let me inside your universe

Where there is only love and no space for hatred

You know that I cant live without you

You are the most important one who I am close to

Please come back and lets normalize things

We are meant to be together and love each other with open wings

Don't cut them off, I request you with all my heart

You know very well I cannot stay apart

Please come back and hold my hand again

I need that badly to ease my pain

Lets fix the situation and be together forever...

I love you a lot and that's gonna change never!

If you are seeing this, then please give me a call

I wanna rise with you, never let me fall

We shall make this work till life long!

My world was turning upside down

Then you gave me the reason to be found

Don't know whether I shall be able to do justice

I shall give it my all to make this time suffice

We are filled with doubts in our mind

Desperately trying to look for that ray of hope to find

If we sail through, every effort would be worth

If we don't, it would my biggest loss and it would be extremely tough

Its not just a chance that you have given

Its my entire life and that's my joy's reason

I shall not promise you anything at the moment

Will prove things to you through my actions taken

I know for sure things won't be easy

Life would be filled with hurt and would be greasy

Still... I shall put in my best foot forward

To gain the trust back that is lost in the mud

All I request you is to hold on...

We shall make this work till life long!