My life is shattered in so many pieces that I could barely count

I chose to step back from you

Cos I didn't want my broken pieces to hurt you

I was always a damaged soul 

And you came into my life as a ray of hope

Yes everybody has left me alone in the past

I believed you won't and our love would last

But it was just an illusion that I was dreaming of

You hurt me even more than I could think of

Now everything is lost in my life

I would no longer consider to even breathe, forget about being nice

My music would not make any sense anymore

They would be just hollow lyrics with no remorse

My poetry would be meaningless and without any emotions

Cos you have ripped apart my mind and my sense of devotion

The reels that I see would just be mere videos  and nothing more

I shall just gaze at them without the sense of understanding their vows

My life is shattered in so many pieces that I could barely count

Forget about bringing the pieces back, I cant even feel the love that I once found

All I request and hope from you is to not hate me the way you do

I would rather prefer to die than feel the anger and hate in your heart and soul too!