Tuesday, July 16, 2024
Just hold on to me till we are no longer each other's part
Posted by Ausmita at 3:40 PM 0 comments
I am holding on to that one last chance
That's my only window to stare at you and glance
I can't thank you more to offer me that
Its nothing but a ray of hope to cling on to and that's a fact
I shall make sure that I do my best
Whatever it takes to win back your trust
All I expect for you is to hold on
Just trust the process and be with me as one
I shall not disappoint you I promise
Let me at least give it a shot and remove all vice
I know you shall take time to love me again
I am ready to wait for a lifetime to ease your pain
I know it won't be easy
But who says love comes with something that is cool and breezy
We had the perfect bond and I ruined it
I know there is no forgiveness and I should be punished
I have my ways to do exactly that
You be by my side and let me achieve that in fact
I know my promises would seem hollow and meaningless
But trust me that's all I have to make it right never the less
I loved you and I shall love you with all my heart
Just hold on to me till we are no longer each other's part
Monday, July 15, 2024
My life is shattered in so many pieces that I could barely count
Posted by Ausmita at 3:14 PM 0 comments
I chose to step back from you
Cos I didn't want my broken pieces to hurt you
I was always a damaged soul
And you came into my life as a ray of hope
Yes everybody has left me alone in the past
I believed you won't and our love would last
But it was just an illusion that I was dreaming of
You hurt me even more than I could think of
Now everything is lost in my life
I would no longer consider to even breathe, forget about being nice
My music would not make any sense anymore
They would be just hollow lyrics with no remorse
My poetry would be meaningless and without any emotions
Cos you have ripped apart my mind and my sense of devotion
The reels that I see would just be mere videos and nothing more
I shall just gaze at them without the sense of understanding their vows
My life is shattered in so many pieces that I could barely count
Forget about bringing the pieces back, I cant even feel the love that I once found
All I request and hope from you is to not hate me the way you do
I would rather prefer to die than feel the anger and hate in your heart and soul too!
Sunday, July 14, 2024
I thought I had forgotten to write...
Posted by Ausmita at 10:32 PM 0 comments
I thought I had forgotten to write
Cos the man I love was no where in sight
I searched for him in my heart
Then realized he is my whole part
I gathered the courage to love again
And found him close to me loving back but in pain
I was the reason behind his pain
I want him to regain the trust he has lost in me and be my gain
Yes I love him with all my heart
I shall wait for him till my last breath and till we are still a part
I want to thank him for his belief in love
That my efforts are not futile and will rise with love verse
I have committed sins and there is no forgiveness for the same
Still, he is ready to give me that one last chance and ease his pain
I shall do whatever it takes to gain his trust and love back
To allow the relationship to grow stronger and let love conquer the lack
I am ready to wait a lifetime for him and grow old
Its worth every effort cos at the end I shall win something like a pot of gold
My pot of gold is him, the one I love respect and care for
I need nothing if I have him and regain the respect that was before
They say everything is written beforehand and everything is destined
I know, this time I shall snatch him from destiny and make him mine!








